I am thinking about my sheep. I have been reading many of the blogs about upcoming breedings.....breed groups, how many to breed, the genetics, the quality, the cost, & other issues I am not have covered. I have read everyone's comments, some I agree with, some I don't, some I understand their perspective & respect, some I just don't. But my reasons for going into sheep are not the same as others, nor should they be.
For me it was an exciting summer with the lambs that were born; it was heart wrenching when I lost 2, & when I was not able to sell any, it made me question, "Why am I even doing this at all? Is it because I am new to Shetlands that nobody wants to buy from me? Are my lambs not quality lambs?" It just made me question all sorts of things. I know the economy sucks but it still made me question myself & my sheep. I have invested very good money in my 2 foundation rams & the ewes that I have did not come cheap either. I researched the breeders that I bought from, of which there were only 3 and I was very satisfied with what I got, even more satisfied when I got my lambs this summer.
I believe I am doing the right thing & moving in the right direction. I had 2 of my ram lambs wethered last week. Both are nice boys but I do not need all these boys & made a decision to go with what I think are going to be better producers in the future. I cannot rationalize taking them to auction as I know auctions are a huge dumping ground right now & I will not do that to animals that I brought into this world due to my choice to breed & who count on me to keep them safe. If I can afford to feed them, I will keep them, it will be more expensive but I will take care of the issues that I created...I will not pass my issues off on someone else. And of course all the ewe lambs will stay, no questions asked. For a time I thought of just letting them go cheap if there was a buyer out there. But no, I will not undersell them. They are not some run of the mill sheep. I put a lot of thought, time, & effort into my Shetlands and I do believe in them also ( thank you Juliann for saying that:). Not too mention that I bond with all of my animals. They are my life, my heart goes out to them each & everyday, in the snow, in the heat or the rain, they are my friends and I do not let my friends down. Friends are there for you & love unconditionally, and those wooly ones may knock me down when I have a grain bucket, but its all out of love because they count on me as their friend and I count on them as my friends. Harvest Thyme is a dream in the making. Its a hobby farm, its home, its a place where my niece & nephew come to learn & play with the animals, where Mom & Dad come to relax (sometimes work:), its a place my animals can call home also.
Heck, I know this is not some big money making endeavor, sure I would like to sell a few lambs to cover hay costs but if I don't, well, I guess that's more Kraft Mac' n' Cheese for me at dinner & no more fun pink coveralls. I will just tell the chickens the pressure is on them to produce more farm eggs.....
So anyways, back to my breeding group decisions for 2009........now if I knew that don't you think I would have told you right away instead of "thinking" about my sheep and doing all this talking? I was just in the mood to speak out loud today.
Oh, what I do know is that first 3 weeks of May are not going to work for lambs because the 2nd week of May I am going to Colonial Williamsburg, Jamestown, & Monticello (T.Jefferson's Home) for 3 days with my 8th graders. Last year (my 8th graders were my 7th graders) we went to Washington D.C. so this year is Williamsburg......and boy do I love Williamsburg.....esp. the haunted ghost tour!!!
When I do decide on breeding groups, I'll let you know:) And if I decide to do more thinking, I'll give you a warning......as always feel free to comment if your thinking too:)